Spouse: Someone who’ll stand by you through the trouble you wouldn’t have had if you’d stayed single.

~Author Unknown~ 

The world hates me, I believe the feeling is mutual.

~me, myself, and I~

"The ability to ask the right question is more than half the battle of find the answer."

~Tomas J. Watson, founder of IBM~

My greatest fear is to have merely existed.

~my pastor~

I don’t want to exist and just to have known that I had existed.  I want people to think of me when I’m gone as a woman who made a difference.  Someone who was sold out on helping and serving people.  I don’t want to simply survive life, I want to spread my arms as far as they will go.  I want to be known in Africa, in South America, in Europe and in Indonesia I want to serve and sell my life out on serving.  I give myself to service.

I saw the most halarious sentence on the way to school.  It was on one of the car vacuum/ wash stations at the near by car wash and it said, "Our vaccuums suck."  If the company is making those kind of adds and banners then maybe they really do suck.  anyways I have to go read the rest of this chapter for my next class later all

Theres some fiction in the truth, and some truth in the fiction.

~From a dirty window of a car~

I see marriage as kind of a prison, its where freedom, choice and sensuality go to die.

~From the movie "Cake"~

Sorry bad day, kind of down and in my depressing mood i came across this wonderful and beloved quote the represented how i felt

“But this is picayunish, and we no longer have time for that. We no longer have time to atomize principles and beg the question. We fill too many gutters while we argue unimportant points and confuse issues.”

Black Like Me (one of my favorite books)
John Howard Griffin

Interesting….i was talking with a friend today on how “teenagers like to point out all the flaws in our society but rarely do anything to make the place any better.” In some ways this is true. Our world is crappy no doubt about that and it is a good thing that teenagers notice how crappy of a world we have. Teenagers rarely do anything to help in the world because when they do attempt to make a difference they are blocked. They have no power to help at times. But there are times when we argue in order to help or better the world and we end up doing it all for the wrong reasons. and sometimes our arguments make no sense, for example this really confusing post that i refuse to edit….

I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I’ve led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who’s ever lived: I’ve loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

~Nicolas Sparks~

I had an idea today and am making a plan to accomplish my idea. I’m excited as soon as i turn 18 i’m planning on getting my motorcycle license (even if i don’t have one to drive) then someday i plan to take a road trip all by myself to various small towns throughout Canada. I’m not planning on buying a motorcycle though that would be too difficult and more planning. Its just an idea whether it happens is another story. But ideas are nice….

I also made a decision that one of these days I am planning on getting off my bus in Fort Langley (thats when i wish i had a motorcycle oh well two feet serve the same purpose but with added time) anyhow i plan to explore the tiny little area for fun. I’ve been dying to do so for the past few months. It almost kills me each time i drive by there. yup thats my plan and then i’ll take a few buses to get back home. I’m actually looking at bus routes right now. I think i like the idea of traveling alone. If i get killed, or rapped or hurt oh well. Its the experience i want and that i will always remember. anyhow g2g look at more bus routes till next time