its amazing what a four legged creature can do to a human being. both emotionally and of course physically. the effect this little one has had on me in the past 24hrs has been remarkable. I just met Katie today and i now believe i have made a life long friend. oddly enough, 6 hours before i would have told u that the cats name is indeed Cruella the Devil. I have learned the utmost importance of communication and understanding, and have seen a new side of friendship and acceptance. there are few that will understand this post.

(disclaimer* those who don’t understand, i just recently started fostering a 9 month old healing cat and at first was scared of her but now love her)

this will be the last of catventures. winnie, my cat, died today. i have never particularly been close to people or things. animals are my life. winnie and i were quite inseparable. slept in the same bed. ate the same food in the morning. it kind of bugs me that i wasn’t there when she died this morning. i went to the gym and the states for a quick visit only to come back to find that i missed her by 2 hours. i could have been there. she had heart problems and it was a heartattack i’m assuming is what she died from. i’ve never been so close to anything or anyone before until her. when my grandma died it wasn’t like this. i have to bury her later on today. its sad and i’m slightly in denial. its difficult to believe she’s really gone. i’m not really sure what i should do. i have nearly 200 pictures of her on my computer. should i delete them? sigh

He got in. She doesn’t know how nor does she want to know either. With those evil eyes and black deathly looking body he watches her. She doesn’t move. She doesn’t breath. Not knowing what to say or do, she runs screaming for courage as well as for help from above. He doesn’t chase her, but she is always aware of his presence. He is in the kitchen…waiting. Waiting for her to come back. She edges near. With a will to murder the thing before he touches her, she grabs the broom. Ready to strike. To her surprise the cat shows up and she cries out to the cat, "Kill it please. Eat it Smudge, eat it!" Smudge, the cat, looks at the terrified, pitiful women and then back at the pathetic looking spider in the kitchen sink. The cat paws at it and learns he has found a new toy…

Today Winnie wanted to play with the string without my help.  She attempted to walk away with her toy in her mouth, but her feet weren’t as willful as she thought.

the other day i was in the shower and i found cat hair, in my hair.  amazing eh? yeah i just learned when I leave my brush on the ground that my cat likes to roll over it.  Therefore leaving me to shed both cat and human hair in the shower.

Who needs a tv when you have a cat? Seriously have you ever watched a cat chase his or her tail? The people who think i’m nuts for saying that have probably never seen a cat chase their tail.  Or the way she looks at you when she steals your chair.  Or the way she plain looks at you in her laughing sarcastic way.