I have come to understand a few things. I’m not exactly the smartest, which is why simple lessons such as this one, are seldom learned in a timely manner. I have learned that love does not come in a box with a pretty bow. Actually, its rarely wrapped, and rarely expected. I have learned its not the perfect someone but rather the un-perfect someone that you are willing to accept. When someone truly accepts you for who you are. That is the greatest gift. When they aren’t appalled at weirdness. When you can be yourself. No mask, no hiding, no secrets, no fear of them seeing through. Acceptance is the key. As much as this is wonderful to understand it is also scary when one realizes the possibilties of this. These are just my thoughts. They sometimes come out jumbled and confused. Sometimes they change, nevertheless their my thoughts and its cool I have a place to write them.

Do I fall in and out of love too easily? What does that tell about me?

i have found a possible cure or at least a helpful treatment at this time. Tea tree oil…a friend had mentioned it a while ago and i now see the benefits. i doubt my hair will grow back. but thats the just the nature of the disease. anyways very happy today

why is everyone happy except me? why am i never happy with what life gives me?