almost every night i leave the house telling my roomates i’m going to go hang out with a few friends. i leave. drive down to the beach. watch the water. maybe grab a hot chocolate, walk a bit. head to my car. buy an ice cream. park the car in an empty parking lot and finish it off. i then park in front of the bar, sometimes i go in. sometimes i don’t. then i drive back. when i arrive i tell my roomates i had an awesome time with my friends and i head to bed.