winniethis will be the last of catventures. winnie, my cat, died today. i have never particularly been close to people or things. animals are my life. winnie and i were quite inseparable. slept in the same bed. ate the same food in the morning. it kind of bugs me that i wasn’t there when she died this morning. i went to the gym and the states for a quick visit only to come back to find that i missed her by 2 hours. i could have been there. she had heart problems and it was a heartattack i’m assuming is what she died from. i’ve never been so close to anything or anyone before until her. when my grandma died it wasn’t like this. i have to bury her later on today. its sad and i’m slightly in denial. its difficult to believe she’s really gone. i’m not really sure what i should do. i have nearly 200 pictures of her on my computer. should i delete them? sigh