I have a justifiable paranoia towards the Seventh Day Adventist Church. Yes, the same strict, backstabbing, gossip- leading church I was fortunate enough to grow up in. Where my work is simply to: Provide gossip for the small-minded townsfolk. I happen to be this year’s juicy top story. So what do I do?
….I pray like hell for a better story to come along.
Throughout my life I have rebuked marriage and commitment. Why? Maybe its because I’m scared of having something like that then having it taken away or maybe its because I believe I will never have it. I mean why want something that u know in ur heart u may never obtain? I don’t know if any of this makes sense.
On the way back from a wedding in Calgary my Oma said, "Everyone just wants to be loved by someone." I hate weddings not because of the dresses, or the flowers, simply because of jealousy. In my heart I truly want to be that girl, holding hands with someone i love. maybe thats too much to ask for…
