We send our whole lives waiting for life to happen "when i get that car…or that job…that person…that house…" The list goes on. I’ve decided to live life now. I can wait my whole life for this and that. Sometimes such things never come. I have embarked on a journey that is not dictated by someone or something. I am the driver and only I decide where to go. I won’t look back. The possibilities are endless. I say this with the my most optimistic and cheery face, yet my heart is heavy and I look back.

"But Lot’s wife looked back, & she became a pillar of salt"      
Genesis 19:26

I look back…wondering should I have waited?…