I skipped a step when I climbed the ladder of life. I skipped childhood.  Maybe it was never there and maybe God never intended me to step in that particular place.  Maybe He feared that the step would give away and I would fall through, whatever the reason may be I missed it nonetheless.  It never occurred to me how much time I spend with kids until today.  I have quite a large family that I have nothing to do with alot of the time, theres alot of kids in there.  A younger 14 year old sister, a younger younger 3 year old half- sister and twin 1 year old half- brothers to top it off.  At church I help out in the childrens division and sometimes I babysit my cousins throughout the day.  I can’t even tell u the grand total.  I act quite immature myself maybe this is the reason why.  One must relive childhood.  In my case i’m embarking upon this adventure for the first time.