Theres some fiction in the truth, and some truth in the fiction.

~From a dirty window of a car~

WARNING: Teenage Rambling & Teenage Opinions Proceed with Caution

I have always wondered why people are so skeptical towards church and christianity in general.  Now I understand why.  With every organization comes its flaws.  Religion is an organization, and with it comes youth groups, benedictions, and God knows what!  Relgious and nonrelgious people need to know that those "things" are not the core of christianity or any other religion. 

I was watching the biographies to the movie, "The Lord of the Rings" (call me obsessed I don’t care).  Throughout the movie, Peter Jackson explains that they left out everything in the book that didn’t directly describe or link towards the ring, Frodo, main character, and his journey to Mount Doom.  Therefore there are characters that are in the book The Lord of the Rings that are not in the movie.  Yes, at first I admit I was unhappy that these characters and scenes were not mentioned in the movie, but I now know the reason.  I think Peter Jackson was trying to find the "core" the meaning and the main theme behind the book. 

Christians need to do that…as well as Buddhist, Muslims and atheists.  We all need to find our core our center.  What is our core, and our center?  I personally believe its your central belief.  You believe in Buddha?  Good for you!  You believe in Jesus, or a greater being?  Good for you as well.  But, gosh throw out the traditions and the unimportant details, that lengthen the sermon, that aren’t even in the Bible, or the Qur’an for that matter.  Their traditions that people centuries before invented.  Pay tribute to your belief(s), not to dead guys long ago that invented benedictions and organ playing.

The other day I was working and doing some landscaping, and well there was a few guys up from me who were (and are) building a house.  Anyways I was digging up a bunch of rocks and placing them in the wheel barrow and the guys started whistling.  I got really mad.  I was doing the same work as those other guys next door and across from me, if they’re going to whistle at me then they should also be whistling at every guy out there working.  How come I was singled out?  Just because I have boobs and a higher voice?  I object!

I skipped a step when I climbed the ladder of life. I skipped childhood.  Maybe it was never there and maybe God never intended me to step in that particular place.  Maybe He feared that the step would give away and I would fall through, whatever the reason may be I missed it nonetheless.  It never occurred to me how much time I spend with kids until today.  I have quite a large family that I have nothing to do with alot of the time, theres alot of kids in there.  A younger 14 year old sister, a younger younger 3 year old half- sister and twin 1 year old half- brothers to top it off.  At church I help out in the childrens division and sometimes I babysit my cousins throughout the day.  I can’t even tell u the grand total.  I act quite immature myself maybe this is the reason why.  One must relive childhood.  In my case i’m embarking upon this adventure for the first time.