Its weird i have often compared my life to movies, tv shows and movie stars. Somedays i’m ur average Kate Hudson bright and laughing, other days i’m the closest i can get to Avril Lavigne. Today i watched gilmore girls and i began comparing my pitiful relationship with my mother to the same as the relationship rory and lorleai are having now, i guess i’m just scared because i’m seeing her tomorrow to pick up some stuff. and there are also have been days when i have compared my love life to dawson’s creek. Maybe it has to do with the mood i’m in.

A dear friend of mine was crying today, and i asked her whats wrong and she said nothing. The expression she wore on her face was the same expression i used to use a long time ago before a dear friend helped me. i would say “nothings wrong, i’m ok, don’t worry about me” and i would give that same grin and shrug kind of thing. anyways i’ll pray for her, i’ll pray for her alot.

Anyways its been a crazy day my head is kind of spinning (its been doing that often). maybe i need sleep or sanity. I should pray for both tonight because i feel like i’m desperately lacking the second and its keeping me up at night giving me a lack of sleep. night