I feel dizzy, i think i’m happy. I feel still a bit sad. I don’t know. Its been raining like crazy and i walked home in the rain and i thought it may be cold but it is beautiful. I love getting soaked in the rain all the way through, i used to do that when i was little. i love the colors that rain drops show i love it, but i also love that i’m inside in the warmth then outside in the cold. hmmm its a good day (first day that i didn’t get any english homework :) ). I think i know what i’ll be doing in the future (career wise). I plan on working for ADRA as a missionary in the future. and today i got a reply from the head administrator he told me what i need to take in school etc. I’m excited, i was talking to a good friend today and well her parents have decided where she will go to school. i am lucky because i don’t live with my parents anymore (either) so i get to choose where i will go and what i will do. That i believe is one of the best gifts given to me this christmas and i feel honored, happy and excited. Anyways i’ll sign off, later