Last night even though i went to bed kind of early (midnight!) I ended up staying awake till almost 3 am thinking about all the things i could do in the world. Could it be possible that there are certain people in the world today who were born only to serve. I failed another math test today i didn’t exactly fail either math test its just it was a couple %’s off of failing so i consider it failing. anyways i don’t actually care anymore. I am going to make a difference in this world. I want to do so much and yet i don’t know how i need help to get there. so i want to ask a very serious question…

Who knows of any ideas that i could do and use as service to God?

maybe i don’t know you maybe i have never met you but if you read my blog, or maybe am reading this stupid thing for the first time please answer to this question it will only take a minute in and a half i need to know and i want to know. I want to do some good in this world and i need some ideas. When i get a little older i want to move to South Africa as a missionary (when i move out) and i want to offer something. I just dont know what will not need alot of schooling and is something that is a need in South Africa i also want to help out down in the states for Katrina i want to do so much and yet i have nothing. So give me something people give me your ears and ideas i want to know how! I want to work in a local orphanage i want to heal children i want to love the unloveable and i want to know how i can do this. I want to be like mother Teressa (not like mother/ father). So please people, please answer…