I have been dying to get onto a computer to type in like days. Life has been really stressful and i haven’t been doing anything right, seriously! i have been breaking all the rules, i am a very extreme person and either i follow the abide by the rules everyday or i just don’t. its funny. i’m supposed to be studying bio and reading hamlet but i just don’t want and i’m supposed to be eating oh well. but this really helps just to talk to someone/ something how can a person be best friends with a school computer i do not know lol. oh well i better go. i just learned something new today, suicide is not like a solitary, lonely thing like we all think, it’s rather a whirlpool that drags ur family members and friends in as well and yet there are alot of people (including myself) who dwell and think on these things….