You know the other day was the first day of school and i was kind of happy for the chance to go back and get busy again its just that i had Biology that day and well we got our text books. most of the bio text books are different editions so don’t exactly match the teachers main text book because of this and i know for certain and good friend and i were the only ones who received the newest version and i was kind of unhappy and disturbed about this. the people who get these versions have to look up the subject that the class at the time is reading on i know he gave it to my good friend because she is smart (extremly smart) but why me. I don’t own that kind of intelligence i’m not exactly what you call smart i blame the fact that i got good grades last semester on my parents (not on myself). Its amazing how people can have different perceptions of you. and sometimes you make those ideas of people you display yourself differently to evoke those kind of thoughts and yet when you meet people you find you never actually know who you are in the end. like with some people i can be a good two shoes and with others a cynical and unhappy individual it just depends on the person that i meet the problem i find is when my friends from different places get together and then you REALLY wonder how do i act? its a weird thing i say its amazing how some people believe me to be smart and other believe me to be outright stupid and idiotic i just don’t understand…. till next time
Love is weird thing the other night i spent almost 4 hours just thinking pondering my future i have no idea what i want out of life i want to be a better person and more friendly and happy and yet i feel that they are impossible to attempt anyways while i pondered i thought up a small analogy.
MY LOVE ANALOGY
Love is not a simple thing it takes time and commitment. it’s kind of like climbing a tree and going out on a limb for someone or something the only way to have true commitment and faith as well as love towards the other thing or person you have to tread out on that branch and test it. Sometimes it breaks and sometimes its sturdy (there are all differnt types of people) and when it breaks its not exactly a huge issue because you fall and there happens to be a river underneath it and most people become lucky and they swim to shore and climb back up that tree and some don’t. there are also some who get sweeped away by the currents of life and never return to that particular shore the only thing is i’m afraid of drowning (i’m terribly afraid) so terrified that i don’t think i will ever venture out onto that limb of life because sometimes that branch can be known as a curse or a blessing it just depends how you think about it…. see ya later guys
